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Name: ryan
Location: New Jersey, United States
Birthday: 6/2/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: web page design, multimedia, computer stuff..ya know...
Expertise: web page design...uh.. computer stuff still. ha
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/2/2004
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| This is hard keeping two journals. it is also kinda pointless to an extent. I LOVE IT! whahoooooo. hm. so yeah. i had a good day today. yup. it was pretty fun. lol. paul. Je Suis alle pipi dun le toillete! oh yeah. haha. im french. thats too funny. Drew. bomberman! oh yeah. everyday in study hall. THE BOMBERMAN BATTLE! Sam is SO hott.,. hmm what other random shit can i say. Ashley... we gotta totally go to Chris's...get wasted on a school night. but im serious....hm........... haha. Alex. i hate you? BUTT PORK!!! OH YEAH! JAck. pimp out the 94 nissan...... mmmmmm....... butter. uhh.... Ciara.........idk? haha. you, alex and i have to go bowling. yeah. this friday.....hmm.. what else. Joel.. nice car. i love it. so hott. But i have to say. evan has the best ride. oh i love it. Val. you are such a loser at connect four. i am the one and only master of connect four. psh. KAT! ILL KILL YOU AT TIC TAC TOE. you dont stand a chance. ok. i dont feel like talking anymore. haha. uhh.. yeah. *yawn* time to like..........do the dew. | | |
| I cant believe people still want me to write in this thing.... but ok.
Well... lets see..... my life............. is... as boring as this web entry will be. | | |
| ahh.. i havent written in this for a while.... but i will be doing this again.. so you can come regularly and visit the space where i keep my.... haha.. demented thoughts.
ok let's see... my life yet again...sucks. (why else would i be writing in this thing) well... i broke up with lyz a couple of days ago. she said some shit i didnt think anyone could say.... uhh.... what else is there in my life. oh yeah. i kick ass at splinter cell:pandora tomorrow. (xbox game) hmm... im bored a lot...but usually i find something to do....or people find me. umm.... my best friend broke up with his gf...and i feel really bad for him...and her. hmmmm... well...i dont really have much to say about my life... mostly i express how i feel through poems... and that is what i do pretty much every time i write in this thing...so i will follow the trend. farewell for now.... haha. well..until tomorrow when i write in this again. ha.
sleepless..
tossing and turning
helpless..
stiff and shivering
broken..
aching and shaking
sick..
coughing and weezing
stranded..
weeping and hoping
dying..
tired and sleeping
sleeping forever...
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| ....*click*.... i put the phone down....and instantly i want to cry. i dont know why. i havnt wanted to cry in SO long. this......is so odd. i dont know what to do....AHHHHH!!!!!
thank god i didnt cry.... i would have been so far gone..........
~dust to dust....~
A lonely Tear....
Trickling down my cheek...
moving...ever so slow..
it reaches my chin...
it doesnt let go...
it's all alone...
no more of its kind..
hopefully it will be reunited...
to form a meaningful bind....
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| wow. i have written in this for a while. well....i have nothing to say really. so i thought i would just write a poem or something...you know..to keep my journal alive. haha. idk. bah.
~here is part of a song i wrote.~
D -------2p0-2--------2p0-2-3-3p2p0h2------ yeah..u repeat that a lot. if you play
A ----2-------------2--------------------------- guitar...have fun.
E --0-------------0-----------------------------
This poem is so bad...that it doesnt deserve a name. lol.
(but it does explain my feelings)
so confused...
so abused.....
where to go?
i sure dont know.
what to do
i feel unglued...
detatched from the world....
all twisted and twirled..
just a lost little child...
now in denial...
what does he really feel....
how do u explain this ordeal?
please just stay away...
or you will pay...
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